OK, I think I have elucidated the causes of my very temporary drug-induced psychosis. First off, the drug that caused my psychosis was not cannabis but cannabis’ paranoïant effects got the better of me.
I literally had to think it through for myself.
I do have some knowledge of chemistry. In that science you find something called functional groups. A functional group can be found on different molecules and makes these molecules somewhat reactive to similar reaction sites.
Basically I view myself as identifiable as something similar to a functional group but each individual carries his own mega-chemical structure tied to that functional group and so we still retain much individuality.
In my case, my mega-chemical structure was an odd one: it had a huge hole in it. Like an electron hole, it had the actual property of its absence. It came from the mega-structure’s expectations based on information available to it at the time: genealogy, genetics, history and the fake internet/media. This reality no longer jived. I entered psychosis induced by prolonged cannabis use and a random street chemical. I am thankful for cannabis for this incredible journey but for me, all mind-altering substances will no longer be sought.
Legal cannabis is a very great idea and will help Canadians. Stay away from alcohol and little white powders and pills. You don’t know what you might fall into. The conditions for your downfall are already there.
People like me fuck themselves royally up for YOUR benefit. Either listen or use. Better listen if you’re intelligent.
My psychosis basically was the mistake of taking environment remnants (stigmergy) and inter-connecting them into a coherent system. That’s not really doable alone because we do not have all the information and so much of it is emotional bunk.
I feel that video media is the worst because it permits the creator of content to add hyped up emotions to scare you and keep you interested. The speed at which information is delivered is also problematic. The objective is to sell advertising which are a pack of lies anyway. I prefer companies who subsidies activities like a Jazz Festival, a cool sporting event, a museum, a symphonic orchestra, that type of stuff: adding value and class to our daily lives.
I took care of my coincidences but took them beyond what was healthy. I also am not a justice hound. It’s not my role. As far as I’m concerned, like George Carlin once said, just being on Earth is proof of guilt. Atone for your own long-term sake.
On the moral philosophical side, I think the Big Bang came from the rejection of other universes of our very own. Not only is humanity being filtered out and re-introduced into what you would call God, but so are other species here, there and everywhere in this universe. The ignorant are simply left behind in this low moral universe and reshuffled genetically until internal light starts to make its way. We are photonic beings trapped in matter. Learn some chemistry: electrons are held by photons within the atom; memory resides in spacetime within DNA.
For me, socialists, communists, capitalists, whatever has zero meaning. There are only right and wrong decisions based on the love of other.
PS After writing this I listened to the news ( April 22). Two pieces of news had content I think had I been high could have triggered an episode because their names were linked to my story:
Quebec floods: the maire of one of the flooded cities is Hans Gruenwald.
Sri Lanka Terror Attack: One of the targets was St-Anthony’s Shrine.
Obviously they are not directly related. Both have names though that are definitely linked. Stigmergetics! Feeling good about myself.
Last note, my EPR paradox thing is totally real.